Who doesn't have a place to go for Thanksgiving this year? Pre-turkey day is tentatively planned for this Sunday, but I'm trying to figure out if it's feasible right now. My house has very little space right now. Just trying to get a rough headcount of who's interested.

I so wish I knew someone with a bigger dwelling inbetween everyone....

He's so damn adorable

Clan Chaos Moon is now in the Antir Wiki...

http://wiki.antir.sca.org/index.php?title=Clan_Chaos_Moon

For any members, go ahead and modify if you see fit.

Hey, just wanted to give the link out to everyone.
Here is the link for Clan Chaos Moon:

http://clanchaosmoon.x10hosting.com/

This may or may not be the permanent housing for us. Just depends on if this hosting site pisses me off or not.


Nothing is really there right now. But I'll be setting up a forum for now to be able to communicate with everyone.


Plans for the future: calendar of events we plan on going to, photo gallery, inventory checklist, list creation of things needed for events and who's bringing what and any suggestions I think are good.

What a better way to post for the first time in a lon time then with a what the hell post.

I really don't know what to feel right now. Honestly, I feel like just breaking down and crying. I never feel like I get things right. Just kinda push through them one way or another. And right now, I feel like I built myself a glass house and I have a stone in my hand to take the first throw. Never mind all the fractures in the panes already...

I have to say, I really do have an appreciation for all you parents out there. This is very hard work. I thought my life was difficult before and now it's intensely more. On top of that, I'm feeling mass overwhelmed once again. Too much to get done...Not enough cash flow to get it done...Telecommuting is being taken away so now I have to worry about childcare...Who do I want to care for my own flesh and blood? How the hell are we going to afford that?

On top of all that joy, I'm hitting a wall with myself. Looking back when I graduated high school, this is not even remotely close to where I saw myself. There's a destructive side of me that really wants to burn everything down and start over. I just feel like everything I have right now was built off bandaids and silly string...And now it's too difficult to maintain it all... And I know it's my fault. I'm not happy with my living situation. I'm not happy with my job. I'm tired and stressed and feeling way overwhelmed. And I'm the one that put me here. So where do I go?

Just out of curiosity, any parents out there, how have you handled all the problems in your life? I guess I'm looking for any advice or support because I'm really baffled how any family is supposed to survive these days.

All right. I'm being hassled for addresses.

So any womenfolk who want to come to the baby shower, please give me your address.

All comments are screened.

And just so you know menfolk, it will be unisex. Womenfolk are just getting invitations...

Just letting you know that Kristen has friends coming in to town and that we are having a BBQ party for the 4th of July.

Soooo....

Who has nothing planned for the 4th and wants to come?

If so, bring some boom booms, bring some meat substance (or whatever you would like) for the grill and bring your happy faces damnit!

PS Cajun,

Kristen says you have to bring or cook cajun food if you come. ;)

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GRRRR!

It's a very obvious boy!

Soooo I've been meaning to post this. Some of you know already.

( I'm gonna be a daddy! First Ultrasound pics under the cut )

Yup, must be Monday.

Snow
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STUPID VIRUS!!!

And I'm done. Going home now

If any of you are on my MSN and get a message from me saying something to the likes of "Is this you?" and a link, do not open it. It's a stupid virus.

Maybe it's just because it's been like a week and a half that I've had this evil plague of a sickness...

But I'm having one of those moments where I feel like I've done nothing. I was driving into work and all I can think of is, "What's the point?"

I don't feel like I've accomplished anything. I feel like I've just wasted away a good chunk of my life just "surviving". I feel like I'm stuck in the same trend I have been. Hell, I even feel like I'm losing that person I was becoming that I really liked. I don't even feel very spiritual anymore.

I hope I get over this bump soon. I'm really growing tired of it.

Just quickly posting about some things.

First off, whoever sent me the death plague...TAKE IT BACK! I am sooooo tired of being sick already. It's been almost a week of evil sick and I'm done with it.

Secondly, I had an interview with City of Anacortes last Friday. Out of everyone that applied, only 8 were interviewed. I felt pretty good about that. However, I didn't get the job. Maybe it's for the best though.

And lastly, I am not in hiding because I have a girlfriend. It seems like people are thinking that and that's not the issue. It's winter time and it's the roughest time on my pocket book. And this year is no exception. I'm broke and behind and that's why I haven't been out. Hopefully, it will change in about a month.

As far as personal...My hair's short and almost black now, my nose hurts, I keep feeling like I should vomit and as stable and calm as I look on the outside, I feel like I'm going to explode on the in. Oh and this stupid cold has also been making my lower back spasm bad. Yay me.

Huh...Posting it because it is fairly interesting....

( What's Your Name's Hidden Meaning? )

What D&D Character mememememememem.....

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